Hard To Explain: Dear Mr. Vernon, we accept the fact that we had to sacrifice a whole...
Dear Mr. Vernon, we accept the fact that we had to sacrifice a whole Saturday in detention for whatever it was we did wrong. What we did was wrong. But we think you’re crazy to make an essay telling you who we think we are. You see us as you want to see us… In the simplest terms, in the most…
"When you grow up, your heart dies…I care."
-Allison, The Breakfast Club (via florecitarockera)"We’re all pretty bizarre. Some of us are just better at hiding it, that’s all."
-Emilio Estevez, The Breakfast Club (via mylifeinmovingphotographs)
How Glee’s changed me? {Since everyone’s doing it. x)}
Well, okay.. Here goes nothing.
I wasn’t always sure of my sexuality. I had a few girlfriends.. And, my first time was with a girl. I did love her.. One way, or another. But, it just didn’t feel right.
I also wasn’t the most accepting of people. And, since we’re being honest here.. I’ve had my fair share of times where I’ve called someone a ‘Fag.’ I had /THOSE/ kind of friends. And, most of my family is homophobic, anyways.
I remember the few weeks in which everything changed for me.
I met a boy named Bradley. I spent lots and lots of time with him. And, let’s just say.. I was attracted to him, shall we? Obviously, I didn’t know it. But, every time he complimented me.. My heart would do funny things, or I’d blush like crazy. It was really confusing. I didn’t know what was going on with me.
A few days after a day particularly nice day out with Brad, Daniel started asking questions… About why I’d been acting so weird. Which was something I was never like around him. I’ve known the guy since I was like, six.
Then, he brought up what I was like around ‘that Brad guy.’ And, my heart sunk. I thought, this was it. He was going to insult me, and drop me. But, he didn’t. He told me it was okay. That night, I stayed up and spoke to Daniel about it. About how I might be both, emotionally and physically, attracted to boys. Then, he offered to help me out. He offered to kiss me. So, I let him. And, that was it. I knew it. From that moment on. It sounds strange, but.. That was it for me. Dan and I didn’t become all weird with each other.. In fact, we became closer. I was still seriously not okay with, ‘what I was.’ That was when Glee came along. Kelly, my sister, asked me to watch the Pilot with her. Apparently, it was supposed to be really good. That was also the day, that she told me she was Bi. I accepted her, obviously.. And, told her what had been happening with me. Surprisingly, we got closer too.
To be honest, I really got into Glee. But, that was also when I noticed.. Kurt Hummel. In the closet, for a bit. He was really inspiring for me. He knew what it was like. Then, when he came out to Burt? I lost it. I bawled my eyes out.
Kelly made me promise to tell mom about my sexuality. And, I agreed.. But, only if she’d do it first.
So, she did. My mom was completely fine with it. So, I came out too. And, mother.. Being the silly bitch that she is, asked who my chosen surrogate was when I got married to the guy of my dreams. Ugh, x).
But, let’s get on point, yeah? Glee. It taught me how to love myself. It taught me that it’s not /WHO/ I love, it’s /HOW/ I love.
Every time I watched it, I smiled. I had hope for my future.
Obviously, as many of you know, I was in the Twilight fandom.. Just before the Glee one. I met Gabby and Peter there. Gabby was already part of this fandom.. And, I asked her about it. I never expected there to be one for Glee! How silly of me.
So, I made a Kurt.. And, ended up here. I met /SO/ many wonderful and perfect people. As you can already tell, Glee has made me a stronger person, in many different ways.. And, I wouldn’t have met any of you, without it.
You /ALL/ mean /SO/ much to me. Like, I can’t describe how I feel for you lot.
There’s one person, in particular, I’d like to thank.
Aaron James Kaane. My perfect boyfriend. He’s everything to me. And, I plan on marrying his French ass someday. We first began talking a really bad time, for me.. But, he was always making me feel better. Actually, making me smile. Making me feel better about myself.
And, I remember the day he finally asked me out. 11/12/11, ♥.~
That day will always be the best day ever, in my heart.
Seriously, Aaron.. I love you. More than anyone and anything. I know we fight and stuff.. But, we’re stupid boys. We do this shit, mostly because we love each other.
Never forget how much you mean to me.
I guess that’s it. Sorry, this was really long.. But, y’know me. :L
Also, sorry for any mistakes.. Didn’t check it over. x)
LOVE YOU, OK BYE. ♥.
-HEY, IT’S SAOIRSE HERE.
NICKOLAS JAMES. HOW DARE YOU DO THIS TO ME. OH MY GOD, CRYING. I LOVE YOU, OKAY?<3
(Source: mycreys)


